it's to the point where things are out of hand

Ever had the feeling where you had this problem and there was no one around you that you could trust to confide in? It's like you're all alone and there is no one to suck you out of your misery. Whether it's a bad hair day or even a break up. Things just all seem worse when there is no one around you. Sucks even far worse when you know that there is someone there that cares but their so fucking far away. They're there but you can't reach them.

I need all those people. The ones that comfort me when I had to do what I thought was the hardest thing ever. Forgetting things. Someone. Things are just fucked up.

People that make me smile when they say just one word. Not even a word. A sound. Could you do that?

People that bring happiness with a simple hello are the people I want. The people I miss. The people I wish were here so that I can stop putting a fucking smile on everyday and just tell others to fuck off.

People that make everyday worth while going to school even if you knew it was going to be shitty.

People that are just people no matter what others say.

These people are friends. And you are not them. You may come close but you can't touch it. Just like how I can't touch them right now.

Go fuck the side that you're showing people and then maybe you'll realize...