17, maybe a little bit longer, maybe 18

just turned today... although to most of the people i turned 12 hours ago.. haha, i'm legal now how awesome is that? didn't feel any big difference moving from 17 to 18 but i guess it is pretty much a big thing since i'm going into uni this fall :O I know right so fast? yep time does really pass us by super duper sonic speed fast.

18? hmm just another number that allows me to get into clubs :P but in another perspective, it's a another 2 more years before i'm out of teenager life... shit.

but i guess you just have to embrace it huh?

here's to all the shits, drinks, 18's and many more life's celebrations that we just have celebrate (:

don't you just love them?

10 more days.. and 5 more hours

Currently reading "Kite Runner", the book is technically a stolen item but I mean how can I steal something that is already lost right? get the logic? I mean it's like borrowing and returning it without permission and giving it back in 3 weeks? Logical, absolutely. The two people in front of me are faking. One fake tutoring the other and the tutee is fake learning. Get the joke : The tutee is the smartest girl in school and the tutor is equally smart.. funny huh? :D

Things are getting hectic but still pretty reasonable. Going downtown to clean up the SISTA'S apartment before the MA and PA come and visit to see the chaos that is their apartment :D Can't wait till mi and di come though... freeeee goooood fooooooodddd... No more crappy Bronte's food. gotta go now. Going back to the "Kite Runner" :]

somethings just happen, and it fucking sucks

I came across an interesting thing today but it was actually a year ago that it happened. I'm still moved about the things people can say and describe about such a person even though they've only known them for a year or so. The words that came out on the internet page made me think of everything that I always take for granted and never really appreciated like my mummy sending me an email that just said hi, how are you doing? or how was your day. Or even my daddy sending me a text from all the way back home saying: " I'm stuck in a traffic jam, I hope your day is better than mine." It suddenly hit me that all the little things really really really do matter. It's the little things that remind you the most of those people that really truly love you for who you are. Can you believe it? I now know I can.

I wonder if you can actually look down on people when you're dead? Wouldn't that be hard to watch? You could see them but can't touch them, feel them or console them. That must fucking suck I guess but maybe the glimmer of hope to those still living will give them a better peace of mind.

Imagine if you had to go on without a person. Even if it wasn't someone close, just a person you knew. Humans are not susceptible to change and I'm a living proof of that. Just losing an ear stud makes me so frustrated that I want to sit down and sulk. heh. These people make up your life and it's like slowly etching them away. Your life is slowly etching away. Can you imagine that? I can't and I hate trying to.

When I was young and understood the concept of death, I always kept on thinking in my mind : "WHAT IF_______ WAS DEAD?" And sometimes I would cry myself to sleep thinking about it. It made me restless to think that they would be gone forever and WHAT IF you really did vanish from existence and it was like they never lived. Fuck. That really sucks huh?

So here the lowdown, I am an infinity times more appreciative of everyone and everything in my life eve if I am sometimes a bitch but I guess that hormonal imbalance sorry blame the man that made me, I really do believe that when we die we'll be able to look down on our loved ones while we sadistically wait for them to come and join you :), I really don't want to go or see someone go without really doing something to show them I appreciated them so much for making such a big impact in my life and LAST BUT NOT LEAST : I love your guts to bits and we all *hopefully* know that. :']

interesting thoughts.

strawberries & creme with a hint of expresso brownie

starbucks is like having a frappuccino sale. All fraps on 50% off super duper uber awesome.. wow -er freeze *pause*

so here's the long awaited update about what's been happening so far.

Recently I just finished ap exams (chem and bio) and it was a total disaster if i get a 3 i'm like praising buddha, seriously. Try going into the exam room not knowing almost three chapters. It was so PHAIL, P-H-A-I-L.

yeah but after that we just decided to screw it and went to duane;s house for a sleepover and the oh-so-very-PHAILED wonderland trip. The sleepover was hilarious and the things that happened that night would have scared so many people... Oh dear me. ;D We had hot pot and there was like so much food. Yet again Owen managed to persuade them that they needed 2 bags of everything and in the end we had so much left overs.

but that's for now

toodles

someday, when my life has passed me by...

sometimes people need to scream. to release all that tension that built up from maybe just the smallest tick. And sometimes we can be spiteful in those moments but that doesn't mean we hate your guts till every time we look at you you'll disintegrate.

So try to understand : whoever that might be hurt (though I possibly doubt it since this tiny nook of mine is pretty secluded except for the bored readers, you know i love you loads) that it's not that I hate your guts.. I JUST HATE YOU SO MUCH THAT EVERY TIME I LOOK AT YOU I HOPE MY GLARES WILL MAKE YOU EVAPORATE! just kidding of course.seriously.

So the count down is on : 2 months and 20 days before I get to sit on a horrible plane and eat horrible food just so i can see those special peeps and feel like 'I'M HOME' once and for all. count with me too eh?

Things to look forward:

1. Y-O-U (yes i know who you are and i know you can't wait too! *girly squeals*
2. THE FUCKING-MIND-BLOWING FOOD!
3. some sunnny sun.. i'm turning sickly yellow. ugh
4. most of all i just want to be home. yes home.

love

avey

it's hoops, balls and st. patricks

FINALLY the pictures to the fun-filled NBA game that i experienced.

the big yellow bus that all the s'poreans and malaysians were obsessing over :D

yi yang looks like he's going to kill someone right fi?

fiona's pro skills

THE STADIUM IS HUGE RIGHT?? ZOMG!

the retarded, hilarious and self-entertaining roomies together

GO RAPTORS GO GO!

Yi yang was so enthusiastic only AFTER the Raptors scored 100 points ==

the Atlanta Hawks

The Toronto Raptors

THE STADIUM! Air Canada is HUGE.

Awesome shot.

So to sum it up Raptors won 106 - 105 at the very last second Chris Bosh scored for them and won the game and us THE AUDIENCE free pizza. Amazing i know?

next up my little adventure.

love

avey

it's weird when you fall and everyone doesn't

So the long awaited update from me.. And yes I know I'm don't update as usual but at least I update more than EVERYONE! =D

So first update ski trip:

First thing first : I SUCK AT SKIING SO WHAT MORE SNOWBOARDING? I was never made to skiing and conquer the snow slopes of Blue Mountain in Canada or anywhere else.. (: pretty depressing but heck at least I gave it a try. So the only problem I with learning to ski was THE FUNDAMENTAL PART : I COULD NOT STOP :D hilarious I know.

HOWEVER, the neat and dainty village in Blue Mountain is SO AWESOME! The shops were so cute and DAINTY! AND THERE WAS A CANDY SHOP THAT WAS SOOOOOOO COOOL. The shop sold like antique candy like salt water taffy, handmade lollipops, RAZZLES and loads more that if I continue listing I'll be tired and everyone would kill me :D So bought a lot of candy to increase my chances and probability of being obese. HAHA

NEXT: MUSE CONCERT in AIR CANADA HOCKEY STADIUM was f**king awesome. FUCKING AWESOME, two words only to describe the concert. How can any MALAYSIAN phantom such awesomeness? The stadium, the light effects, the sound effect *mind blasting* and MOST of ALL THE BAND AND MATT WAS INSANELY GOOD! OMG. Most of the songs they played were from the new album but I enjoyed the concert anyways.

coming up:

NBA Basketball Game tomorrow!

pictures will be up once I have the time to do so...

love

avey

18 but not any older

So last weekend was Wayne's birthday and all of us decided to go to Toronto and get away from shit-hole Mississauga. So sat the train and *poof* we were there!!!!

Walked to Queen's and found the Eaton Centre... and what do you do there? YOU SHOP!!!!!

People went wild there, seriously.

Yi Yang bought an FCUK bag and Fi got a nice striped sweater/hoodie from there too (all thanks to me) and birthday boy bought a shirt too!

Sze Ying, shopping queen bought more loads of shit.. don't know how she going to move out and fit everything inside ==

Mabel bought a hoodie tooooooo!!!

AND GUESS WHAT THE BIRTHDAY BOY BOUGHT AT THE END OF THE DAY?

A FUCKING AIR BLASTER FOR $19.90......

guessing what it is? try searching for in in Google, maybe an image will come out.

So then had to leave them friends and go celebrate with the sisters. Went to Baton Rouge and had kick-ass ribs and sweet potato fries.. yum :P

After that head back we did!

got to end now. will update later

somethings are just funnier through the eyes of others

great essaaaaaay! :D :D seriously. I dunno what to comment and stuff. Haha. Hi Aveline. You are beside me now. Eh cool. Aveline is correct in dictionary. Let me try Fiona. Eh it’s correct too! Mark. Yi yang. Wayne. Mable. Jimmy. Sze ying. Aww man.

The water shortage today sucks. Seriously. Wayne doesn’t wash his hands after he pees. Yuck. Sze ying is talking. Shut up wayne. Today sucks. Seriously. Eh. Hi Aveline. If you’re reading this, which you should. Since it’s your essay. Hahaha

Post this in your blog kay. Joking. Don’t.

Wayne sucks. He is disgusting. Mark is behind me. He’s doing his work. Jimmy is asking yi yang something. Yi yang is getting annoyed. Hahaha.

Chris’s laptop is super tiny. And cute. Like a camera. He watches porn from it. How he sees? I will never know.

Owen is smart. Already a mathematician. So sad back in china, they put him under nursing cause his scores weren’t high enough. Wow... So he had to come to bronte. He’s like Einstein here.

Eh second page. I think Aveline will get annoyed by this. Maybe I’ll go on for ten more pages.

We had our presentation today. I did the art painting thing. The gory one. Teacher likes it!!! ……..i think she only like the eyes.

Haih. I am so sad for my stupid math quiz. How can I blank out at the simplest question? Looks like im getting 50 something….or low sixties. There goes my average. Bloooooody heeeeeell.

See I told you that today will be a bad day. You had a bad day, (forgot Daniel powter’s lyrics)

Mark looks serious. He always look pissed off but he said he’s not.

He just flicked my hair. I hate it when people flick my hair. I think he’s reading this. Shut up mark. Look away.

Cars are awesome. Like lamborghini. And Porsche. And Ferrari. Waaaaaah. If it was either a house or a car, I would choose a car. I would love to sleep in the nice leather seat of the back of my Porsche. And when I want to pee, I’ll just go to yi yang’s house. He better have a gold toilet. Who wouldn’t invest in a gold toilet????

Yi yang is so noisy. He sounds like a kettle. Oh whoops. He’s reading this. BLOW UR NOSE YI YANG. Sorry. My bad. It’s his sinus. Cut off ur sinus.

Chris looks so happy, looking at this tiny laptop. I think he’s watching porn. He distributes porn. Like some ah beng. Except this is blue disc ah beng with his virus filled thumb drive.

OH THANKS SO MUCH AVELINE. I LOVE YOU!

ps: this is fiona ;)

the pictures to the words

so here are the friends :

left to right : wayne, fi, yi yang and will and sze ying(roommate) draw the conclusion about those two yourself.

they saw us!

MABEL LOW! Her laugh is so infectious and unique! I just feel like pinching her cheeks! shokute!

more of the two retards. hehe

studying and reading the The Great Gatsby by F. Scott Fitzgerald.

nerd for only 65 cents.. =D

now for school :

the lobby

cafeteria

the lobby again, see the man at the front desk? He wants a 'I Love Boys' shirt in the size XXS. Funny guy, I think his name is aeran, but i have no idea of the spelling. tehe will update on that. That's all for now!

ps: people who wants my school and room number to call email me k? and the handphone number too. AND I HAVE SKYPE! we must skype!

pictures credited to yi yang and fiona. :)

it's the weirdest thing you've ever seen

Oh yeah the week is over bitches =) 2 weeks of math and english for the whole day will make me pop sooner or later but I'm not here to bitch about the program, I'm here to tell the story of my college's 'TALENT SHOW' *scoffs*

Thursday night, during english some funny rap song was playing through the speakers, technically it was going " Head, shoulders, knees and toes" in a very rap way.. lol

So the whole gang decided to go watch it, with the hopes that it would be good and entertaining.

Guess what? MAJOR LET DOWN!

The first half of the show was the school band playing multiple songs, not very good. Damansara's so much better! =) But there was a saxophonist the was the SHIZZ! He's so sexy playing the saxophone and he's so good.

So the next part after the intermission the solo singers and dancers and bands were up.

One word : ZOMG

Act 1. Brazilian dance = Stripper, erotic dance/ the girls was practically having sex on the wooden floor.

Act 2. Beyonce copy cat, she did "Single Ladies" the exact steps.. not bad but her dress was falling down and we all could see her striped bra. =P

after that it just went down,down,down.... until a band came out and the drummer was cute. I told Mabel that he was cute but she didn't listen until he started singing in Japanese.. lol and then the laughing FITS started and never ended until 11. We had to bathe.

So far that is that for this week, OODLES

first impressions are never the funniest

so have my friends here already. So let's start with the friends :

1. Sze Ying : room mate from penang Jit Sing high school, NEAT FREAK and sucker/loser for all
things PINK and CUTE. Oh and did I tell you she hits me? *cringes*

2. Fiona : FIFI!! sounds like a dog right? Don't be decieve by her 'innocent' looks cause she's
secretly horny and morbid/sadistic *which ever one that sounds less evil la*

3. Mabel : One part of the Geniuses in class from S'pore. Her laugh is so cute and she loves eating
like me!

4. Yi Yang : Second part of the Geniuses, also from S'pore *rolls eyes* His english will blow your
brains out. Seriously

5. Mark (TEOH) : lol HE'S MY NEIGHBOUR FOR 6 YEARS and I'VE NEVER SEEN HIM!!
WTF?

6. Wayne : The 'friend' you all know of but trust me he's weird. like weird. He practically sits
behind us when we're using our laptops and stalk you.. Just starring at you Facebook
or Twitter. ==

7. Jimmy : My first Nigerian FRIEND! He's so funny! Practically the joke of the class. And with
his super BLING watches. lol

8.William : China friend. Can't say much cause this is public but I will say this *I know something
you dont know* lol

that's it I guess. The pictures that come with the names will be up soon as ALL of us have time to be not so tired =)

let it snow. let it snow, let it snow

here's the heads up on snow :

here to my one and only you're snow!! =)

misery, is what I feel when you're not around

"misery is what I feel when you're not around"

life is a bit sucky now since all the lovelies aren't here. Life's cold and snowy but not too heavy yet to show you guys so i'm reallyreallyreally sorry...

it's a just a short post here since i'm waiting for darling to come online ==

loves

avey